Yaaay you updated, but lol it's funny how he correctly judged her from the beginning and here I was thinkin she was different too. Had me fooled for those 3 seconds. And I really hope Quinn gets better and attend that college program, which I know she would, and meet her future boo Christopher.
Yuhhhhs future boo Christopher
Aug. 22 I will be standing outside at 1 o’clock downtown waiting to get my CD signed by Trey Songz. Mind you, he coming at 4. I’m gonna be standing outside in the hot ass sun for 4 fucking hours for this man. (Well that’s if the line is long.)
I better be getting some dick from him afterwards.Lol.
GIIIIRL you better go at 10:00! Bitches will be out there early.
I walked into school and caught the stares from everyone once again. Juve was giving me the look of death and so was Martin. Martin was the boy I had slept with last night, the boy who was probably going through the same thing I was going through. Burning.
Doing that was probably the most childish thing I’ve ever done and ever will do. But I felt like if they felt my pain, then it would stop coming. People don’t know how I feel and why I do things I do.
I started to pick at my combination and my arm was yanked from my side. I turned around to see Juve, Martin and his girlfriend giving me hard stares.
“You think it’s funny bitch?”
I didn’t even laugh but this girl had to say that, so she could look hard of course. “I guess I do.”
Martin grabbed my neck and Juve pulled him off of me pointing towards the hall cameras. I touched my throat, catching my breath a bit.
“Don’t touch me again, Dirty ass!” I spat.
It wasn’t my fault, I had gotten something from the boys that begged to pay and have intercourse with me with out a condom. It wasn’t my fault that I ended up with a mother who didn’t tell me no, it wasn’t my fault I was even born. On the other hand it was my fault I let myself be so stupid. I just want to be happy, and with all the money I make, I buy things to do just that.
“Oh bitch I’ma do more than touch you!” Martin yelled. I could see the tears building up in his eyes, I was wrong, they were wrong too.
“Just let me smack the fuck outta her!” Martin’s girlfriend yelled.
I eyed Juve and pushed his hand off of my arm. “Don’t bother me today, or I’ll get my boyfriend to fuck ya’ll up.” I said doing the gun sign with my fingers.
I didnt have a boyfriend, or a gun. But if saying that was what it took to get them the fuck off me, I’ll take it.
“Thought so.” I said dusting off my white pants. “Have a nice day.” I smiled and walked off.
Lia was standing there with a frown on her face as she waited for me at the end of the hall. I eyed her sheepishly. “What?”
“What did you do?” She asked with eyes wide. “Nothing stupid right?”
“Really stupid, but I don’t care.” I said biting my lip. “I just don’t care.”
She looked at me and walked away shaking her head. I wasn’t even mad, I wouldn’t befriend myself if it came down to it. I picked up my pace and walked into my first class which was English.
My english teacher Mr.Smith smiled. “You’re on time to class for the first time.”
I took my seat and rolled my eyes. He was always trying to be nice to me so I assumed he heard the rumors, and wanted nothing more than some time with me.
The late bell rang and kids poured into the class and Mr.Smith began. I hated everything about school but I guess I listened. If I didn’t graduate, I would never go to college, and if I didn’t go to college I would never get away from my mother.
Mr.Smith started going on about the lesson and we all took notes. He spoke so fast I never could catch up. “Damn!” I yelled loudly.
“Ms.Taylor?” He asked stopping.
Everyone eyed me for an explanation. “I can’t catch up.”
He frowned. “Meet me after class.”
Everyone yelled out ooo’s and I put my head down. Who does he think he is? I wasn’t staying after class with him. I tuned everything out and before I knew the bell had rang. I grabbed my bag and my note book and headed for the door.
“Ms.Taylor!” He called.
I bit my lip and turned around, I didn’t wanna have this a conversation with this man. I felt like everybody knew how dirty I was, how nasty.
I walked towards him with a frown. “Yes?”
“I just wanted to tell you about this program, if you’re interested?” He asked genuinely with a small smile.
“A program?” I questioned crossing my arms across my chest.
“Yes down at the college.” He smiled. “I see your grades Ms.Taylor. I pretty sure you never copy down notes, but you getting A’s all the time.”
I blushed. “Really?”
“You’re smart Ms.Taylor.”
“Am I?” I smiled.
No one had ever told me I was smart before. Never. It was definitely something new to me, and I liked it. Being smart was never a priority when it came to me, but I guess it came easily.
“Yes Ms.Taylor.” He said laughing. “If you want to go..” He started writing something down on a paper. “You’re free too, it’s just an advanced program at the college, you could win a scholarship.”
I smiled. “Okay.”
“Mr.Joshua Marks, atends.” He added.
My heart dropped, Joshua was my first and only real crush. He never paid attention to me and he acted as if he didn’t know I existed. Josh was the star player of our school team, and really cute.
“Basketball Josh?” I asked tapping my finger nails on my notebook.
“Yep.” He nodded.
I smiled and grabbed the paper off the desk. “I’ll think about it Mr.Smith, thanks!” I grinned and headed out of the class. I couldn’t wait until the last bell rang, so I could get the hell out of here. My mom had scheduled me a doctor appointment so I could find out whatever I had, and hopefully it was curable.
- - -
I stood in the mirror of the doctors office and heard a knock at the door. I was in my hospital gown waiting to get my shot.
“Ms.Taylor.” The woman smiled.
I took a seat on the bed, and eyed her. “So?”
“I’m just going to ask you a feel questions.”
I nodded, and waited for her to proceed.
“Have you ever had sexual intercourse Ms.Taylor?” She said looking up at me from her glasses with a soft face. I looked at the picture of the pregnant woman above before looking back at her.
“Yes.” I sighed deeply and put my head down.
“Its nothing to be ashamed of.” She said trying to soothe me. If she only knew.
“Can you tell me what I have?”
“Ms. Taylor, you have Chlamydia,” At least it’s curable. “I’m going to give you some antibiotics, you need to take them daily.” I just nodded.
She gave me the prescription and some condoms.
“Be Careful next time.”
“I will.” I jumped down from the table and followed her out the room. I went to the desk to make my appointment for a check up.
Life was really turning in circles for me. I wondered what was next on the list of my shitty ass life.
Chlamydia? That’s something.
It was life I had do’s and dont’s to go about but I was completely disregarding them and doing my own thing. I didn’t like ex, I didn’t like Juve and I didn’t like who I was turning myself into. Who knew one boy could turn into twenty. Apparently I didn’t know because I probably wouldn’t do the shit. Money wasn’t more important than my health, but from this point I could care less.
College, Hah. It has a nice little ring to it, and in about four more years I would be a graduate. That sounded pretty good too. I liked the way everything was coming into place for me. Here is so much better then Virginia.
Tyga knocked on the bathroom door and I hit the light off after brushing my teeth. I opened the door up. “Whats up?”
“Nigga, guess who I just spoke to?” He grinned, like a Cheshire cat and shit.
“Who?” I asked shutting the door behind me and walking into the room that consisted of our dorm.
“This fine ass biddy, her name and Lynne. She invited us to the first party of the year man! I know it’s late, and I know it’s not planned but let’s go!”
I looked at him crazily. “Not tonight.”
“Fuck that! Get dressed and lets fucking go.”
“You can go, but I’ma just chill. I just started school I need to be studying, I don’t wanna be behind and you—”
“Shut the fuck up Breezy!” He laughed. “Let’s go, I’ll drive.”
- - -
We pulled up to the house and students were everywhere. On the lawn, in the house, on the balcony and by the pool.
My first college party. Girls were everywhere. Basic though.
I didn’t know where to start or where to go.
“Breezy, you scared of college life?” Tyga said laughing and hitting me on my back. “Nah, I just don’t know where to start.”
“Fist go find a bad bitch or go find a group of groupie hoes, or something! Make them follow you around or just grab a girl that’s half naked or some shit.” He replied to me, I looked at him.
“I am not trying to just fuck a random girl.” I said shaking my head.
I’m having mixed emotions about college, one minute it’s cool the next minute I just I don’t even know.
“What? Nigga if you don’t go grab someone.” Tyga said before leaving me. I’m not here for this. I looked around; basic girls.
Walking around half naked… Really? Do they need that much attention? No one had caught my eyes since Alicia. And now every time I thought of that bitch I saw fire.
Some girl cut me out of my thoughts.
“Hey.” I looked down at her before looking back up. “Hi.”
“I’m Ashley.” she said.
“Chris.” I said cutting the conversation short and walking away.
“Wait.” she ran behind me. ”Chris, you’re in my math class.” she said smiling.
“Yeah, first party?” she asked me.
“Me too, I’m not feeling it.” she said before shrugging.
Maybe I judged her too quick.
“Mixed emotions about college life?” she said looking up at me.
“Well, maybe I can take that away.” She said feeling on my chest, I pushed her hand away.
Maybe, I didn’t judge her to quick.
“Nah, I’m good.” I said walking away.
Is this college?
ima cry:( i loved thi fanfic & where is the ex chapter boo? did ou giv up b/c if so you need to lets me knows
I didn’t love! I just don’t know what next.. If I don’t find a co writer by the end of this week Ima just try myself. I love this fanfic
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